yup, I know that. you may think that I'm a little bit lazy because I ask the documents around. the truth is, I'm a kind of have to do this really prepared. in my hospital, before, there is only minimal document about transfusion. the clinician is used to give blood just like that. fever after transfusion is a usual thing that they will tell me that they have lots of patients with that, but only two reports of transfusion reaction in a year that were received by the bts. I try to make a uniform forms of transfusion administration, but the nurse strongly refused, telling me that they've already have too many forms to fill in. I need to be prepared. give the board of meeting samples of forms so, they can decide that what I made was actually a very simple version but contain the actual information needed about transfusion. and having some samples makes me able to decide which is the thing that really need to be put there, and which one is a variation from one place to another. I know that there are guidelines which give me the information of the information really needed, but having sample of forms and documents make me able to see more clearly the format that I have to make instead of thinking about it right from the start. e.g. the information of the outward patient who gets transfusion. I have the sample of it, making sure that I have the same information given in the sample, and put it in my own format and try it in my hospital. there are changes after the try out, and it helps me a lot. e.g. the transfusion checklist, I have samples with full six pages to write on. I made my own and make a one and a half pages, and still the clinician refused. at least I can tell to myself that at least I have tried, and hopefully one day, it can be used. one thing that make me keep on hoping is that the meeting concluded that I could use it for audit. one step at a time, nov. e.g. the transfusion indication, I'm still confused about the detail to be put inside (I have one sample that is really great in detail, but I don't think that it can be used in my hospital). so, I'll be willing to ask more and more of documents, not to be used as it is, but as a ground to make my own. and I need more documents as comparison. I need more documents to remind me which is needed and still not available in my hospital. I need more documents to make sure that I don't forget the things that I may forget because I'm a kind of working alone here. I need more documents so I can be prepared in the meeting which is attended by people who have more experience of the 'safe' transfusion (trali not part of transfusion reaction because they don't know about trali, fever is common thing that happens after transfusion, the blood is started at 6 and finish at 2, the blood needs to be put on the lamp just to make sure that it is warm for transfusion, etc).